Naiinis ako, kasi nagalit ako ngayon ng bonggang-bongga! As in, ngayon-ngayon lang….Bakit?
Nag-inuman ang mga angels namin dito sa bahay. Belated birthday celebration daw nung yaya ng anak ko. Uminom pero ‘di man lang nagpaalam sa akin, ‘di man lang ako in-inform, nalasing pa! Grrrr! ‘Di man lang ako niyaya (joke!).
Honestly, I feel bad that I got mad. I wasn’t able to contain my emotions. I just snapped. Mali! Sayang, eh! Yup…That’s what I really feel at the moment. Sayang! I shouldn’t have been affected so much because it won’t do anything to help the situation. To make things worst, when I got mad, the yaya was sound asleep, drunk! So therefore, no effect whatsoever ang acting ko. Dapat kasi, I should have taken it as…Wala lang.
It’s okay to get upset, but I shouldn’t have let it control me. Kasi feeling ko for that moment, naging Ms. Minchin ako. Dapat, wala lang! Napagod na ako, napaos pa ako, nagsisi pa ako ngayon. Grrrr! Tapos siya, sila…wala lang! Naisahan nila sko dun!
Wala lang…
Pasko na naman o kay tulin ng araw, aminin mo, Paskong nagdaan tila ba kung kailan lang. Ngayon ay pasko…na naman! Na naman!
Another year had passed. So many things happened to me. So many things had changed—the way I see things and see people. But then again, parang wala lang.
Each year has 525,600 minutes! Amazing! Anong nangyari? Dami naman! And if I will tell you what transpired each minute, gosh, that’s going to be a looooong entry. And looking too much at those details might again change me. Now, as I look back at all the carousel, tumblings, drama, and action I had this year…wala lang!
I had traveled to several countries this year. Pero parang wala lang.
The people I dislike the most last January are now my friends. That’s after realizing that they too have good traits. So then, wala lang!
I remember having this ultra crush during the first quarter of the year. As in. Para akong higad, ang Kati! Ngayon, ‘di ko na siya crush. Wala lang!
I did two television series, a movie, a couple of shows this year. Wala lang!
I had a criminal case. I made a visit to Hall of Justice several times. I filed bail last January 2. I even joked that I am trying to flee from the cops, doing udercover, given the different hairstyles I had then. Case closed. Now, wala lang!
My son got sick, got confined, and I got sick as well. (Siguro dala na rin ng kaartehan ko.) Ngayon, wala lang!
I got so thin during the first quarter of the year, now, I am gaining weight again. I’m back to running around UP academic oval again, and after all that hard work, yes, I am gaining weight again. Nevertheless, wala lang! Di ko naman pwede bw*sitin ang sarili ko everyday dahil tumaba ako, kasi nasarapan ako sa pagkain.
Oh yes! I remember, there was a time that I had no money this year, then I had money, then I had none again, then I worked really hard and had money again. After that financial roller coaster, here I am…wala lang!
Nagkaroon ng Gretchen-John controversy, but gretchen and tonyboy are still going strong. Wala lang!
Claudine got pregnant, had a baby, and is now back to her slim figure. Wala lang!
Piolo and Sam have an issue, Lolit enters the picture. I’m sure na sa ending, wala lang!
If I get affected sa lahat ng nangyayari sa paligid ko, by now, I’m quite sure na baliw na ako! And that goes for you as well!
Kasi nga yung traffic lang sa edsa ‘pag-nagpa-affect ka…you cannot reconcile the fact that when it rains here in manila the streets get too crowded. And with everything that Bayani has been doing, traffic pa rin. The best way to see traffic is…wala lang!
I’m quite sure when you look back at every thing that had happened to you this year, you will simply get amazed at how much effort, time, and emotion you had invested into something. And then you realize that the something is not as much important as the things you value now. Wala lang!
Simpler example, my problems last January ain’t my problems anymore. Wala lang!
Kasi nga naman kung problema ko pa yung problema ko last January, my golly, ang laki ng problema ko! Twelve months in the making and healing! Dapat by this time, wala lang na ang reaction ko.
I would love to have that attitude. Wala lang! It’s not that I am insensitive about people and situations. It’s just that I see things differently. It’s sort of not allowing anything or anybody to consume me. (Naks! Ang lalim nun…kung ano man ang sinabi ko.) But that’s true! Maganda yung ganun! Kasi hindi nakakapagod masyado.
I don’t know with you pero ako kasi, may sakit ako na pinoproblema masyado ang problema. To make things worst, minsan hindi ko naman problema, pinoproblema ko pa rin. Hahahahahaa! Tiring!
I hope magkaroon ako ng billboard sa EDSA. Tapos ang nakalagay, “Wala Lang.”
And when people ask me, “ano yung picture mo sa EDSA?” Ang sagot ko, “Di ba nga, wala lang!”
I declare that wala lang attitude can actually save one person from the agony, pain, persecution, time, effort, and energy, contrary to the pa-affect attitude. My motto that goes with this kind of attitude is, “Pikon talo!”
You? What had happened to you these past 12 months? Marami ‘di ba? Pero parang wala lang.
shasha: Thank you sa comment mo.
blonde_skinny_bitch: Wlang. I think you’re okay.
To all who have been asking kung ako si manager: Hindi po ako yun.
barbiegel: Tama ka, hindi lang ‘yon ang napanalunan ko.
lear1977: Yes, mabait po si FPJ sa totoong buhay. Know what?! First time I met him, naghatid lang ako ng medyas kay harlene sa set ng Dito sa Pitong Gatang at nagpakapal na ako ng mukha at umamin na gutom na ako. Kaya nakikain na ako. Nag-suggest pa ako na kunin niya ako. Dali naman pala kausap.
thebrotherskaramazov: Ikaw naman ay bayani ng bayan.
to everyone na natawa sa pictures na pinost ko: Salamat po. That was my point, and it was taken accordingly.
boy_alabama: Sayang naman! Cute ka ba? Pa-simple ba ako? joke!
retz, buzylady, iris418, jayr, kayconcerned_citizen725, ahywin, notie, idolforever, paris, diablita, and everyone who congratulated me for Best Female Stand-up Comedy Act: Thank you po. Di naman po lalaki ang ulo ko, kasi ang acting ko ngayon sa sarili ko…wala lang!
mam: Might have a project with uge and jose. Sila ang lead, support po ako. Directed by Wenn V. Deramas.
To all who felt nabasa na ang last entry ko na Hall of Justiis: Yup, I wrote something like that sa multiply blog ko early this year. It was the sequel, I revisited the same place again in a different situation.
antonio: Yes, kaibigan ko si aiko at hindi nila hawak ang Hall of Justice. It’s under DOJ.
Madayag2007: Thanks for the book you recommended, I’m going to get a copy. Thanks for the help.
alexis: Pumayat ba ako? Feeling ko nga tumataba na naman ako.
rahma_poy: Salamat.
To everyone who posted their comments on both entries Hall of Justiis and Wala Lang: Please don’t think that I don’t appreciate your comments, or get to read and assimilate them. I do. I just can’t answer them all. Be rest assured na pagdating sa mga feedback niyo, hindi wala lang ang attitude ko.
