Toni Gonzaga to PBB All In celebrity houseguest Alex Gonzaga: "I miss you and I love you.”

Toni Gonzaga (right) gives this message for younger sister Alex: “Miss na miss na kita. And siyempre kahit hindi mo naririnig yun sa bibig ko, alam mo kung gaano kita kamahal."



Both Toni and Alex Gonzaga were in tears as they opened up about their bond as sisters.

In the May 2 episode of Pinoy Big Brother All In, Alex admitted that she sometimes gets irritated by her sister Toni who is four years older than her.

But despite this, the younger Gonzaga still considers her sister as her best friend whom she misses very much now that she is inside the PBB house.

For one of their activities, Alex received a necklace from her sister Toni.

Alex explained the significance of the gift by saying, "Siya kasi ang nagbigay nito sa akin at sa likod, may initials ko 'yan."

At this point, Alex could not hold back her tears as Big Brother asked her why she suddenly became emotional.

"Nakaka-miss din naman kasi talaga siya [Toni], kasi mabait naman siya."

Alex wiped away her tears as she continued:

"Mabait ang ate ako, pero pag magkasama kami, hindi ko nari-realize na mabait siya. Kasi nga, minsan, parang masyado ate, protective, parang masyadong demanding.

"Hindi mo alam kung may gusto bang mapatunayan sa pagiging panganay.


"Pag nagkahiwalay kami, mapapaisip ako... parang mapapaiyak ka na, 'Mabait din talaga siya.' Kaya naiiyak ako minsan talaga.

"I'm sure naiiyak rin siya pag pinag-uusapan ako."

True enough, Toni (who is shown watching Alex's confession) is seen wiping away tears upon hearing Alex's declaration.

Kuya then asked Alex: "Anong klaseng kapatid ka ba?"

Alex pointed out:

"Kami ng ate ako, hindi kami sweet na sweet talaga na sobrang sweet, pero talagang marami kaming pinagdadaanan. Saka parang kahit minsan, irita ako sa kanya, siya talaga yung tinuturing kong best friend. Kasi ako naman, tinuturing niya rin ako na [best friend]."

Alex also revealed that she and Toni were not close to each other when they were kids.

"Nung bata kami, hindi kami close, lagi kaming nag-aaway. Ngayon, pag may problema ako, may problema siya sa lahat ng bagay, sinasabi niya sa akin. Ta's may mga times na pinagtatanggol niya ako sa ibang tao, talagang pinoprotektahan niya ako. Pero hindi niya alam na alam ko.

The host-turned-PBB resident observed, "Hindi lang kami yung [nagsasabi lagi] 'I love you, mommy.'

"Kapag napag-iisa ako, doon ka naiisip na, 'Ay, talagang mahal ko 'yung pamilya ko. Doon ko nako-confirm. Kasi 'di ba ganun 'yon, mari-realize mo lang kung gaano ka-importante sa'yo ang isang bagay kapag wala na siya sa tabi mo.

"Hindi ko naman talaga nae-expressive nang harap-harapan. Hindi naman po kami nagsasabihan [ng 'I love you.']"


TONI MOVED TO TEARS. While watching Alex's confession in the PBB house, viewers could also see Toni crying as she watched the video.

Afterwards, Toni was interviewed but only a portion was aired on ABS-CBN's reality show. The uncut interview of Toni about Alex’s confession was uploaded on ABS-CBN's website.

Toni admitted that she was initially irritated when Alex was made to enter the PBB house.

“Cute na okay lang na kinuha ni Kuya si Catherine [Alex’s real name] kahit sandali lang. Pero nung pauwi na ako mag-isa, parang naiinis na ako sa kanya kasi wala akong makakausap sa gabi.

"Okay lang naman, sanay naman kami na hindi kami masyado nagkikita dahil sa trabaho. Pero kahit hindi kami nagkikita ni Alex… ngayon ko na-realize na ang hirap-hirap na kapag napapagalitan ako, may gusto akong sabihin, wala akong makausap kasi wala ng tao sa kabilang kwarto."

Toni also confirmed what Alex said about them not being close when they were young kids. She said they eventually formed a strong bond in their adult years.

"Kasi ngayon lang kami naging close ni Alex, noong nag-twenty siya kasi yun yung naiintindihan niya ako saka naiintindihan ko siya. Nagmeet na yung utak namin kasi dati...

"Ngayon, sobrang close namin."

The older Gonzaga tearfully admitted, “Siya lang kasi yung kakampi ko sa lahat.

"Feeling ko okay lang akong walang kaibigan sa industriya, walang kaibigan sa labas, basta nandiyan si Alex okay lang kasi alam ko siya lang yung kakampi ko.

"Kahit si mommy at daddy, kapag pinapagalitan ako, ila-lock na namin yung door tapos sasabihin niya ‘Oo nga, mali sila, kampi tayo. Oo, naniniwala ako sayo. Tama ka dun, tama ka dun.’ Lagi siyang ganun.

This temporary separation allowed Toni to realize how important Alex is to her.

“Actually alam ko naman, pero ngayon ko mas napatunayan na iba yung samahan at pagmamahalan ng tunay na magkapatid kasi alam mong kahit anong mangyari, may hindi mang-iiwan sa 'yo.

When asked to give a message to Alex, Toni said, "Alex, alam mo naman hindi tayo ganito. Alam mo naman na ngayon lang tayo naging ganito. Bakit tayo naiiyak? Siguro kasi ngayon lang tayo nahiwalay ng ganito katagal.

"Nakakamiss ka rin kausap kasi namimiss ko na ikaw kausap ko kasi lahat pwede kong sabihin sa 'yo. Wala akong kailangan ifilter, wala akong kailangan na isipin na damdamin kasi nakikinig ka talaga.

“Miss na miss na kita. And siyempre kahit hindi mo naririnig yun sa bibig ko, alam mo kung gaano kita kamahal.

"Dalawa lang tayo kaya. ‘Di ba nga sabi ni mommy at daddy, kapag wala na silang dalawa, tayo na lang matitira. Tayo lang ang makakampi sa lahat. Sinasabi mo kung ano ang tama at mali.

“Paglabas mo, nandito pa rin ako. Tabi tayo matulog kasi ang tagal nating hindi nagkatabi. I miss you and I love you.”


In the May 3 episode of PBB All In, Big Brother told Alex that she was a celebrity houseguest and not officially one of the housemates.

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