Zeinab Harake remembers burying Baby Moon alone

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Zeinab Harake recalls passing of son, Baby Moon.
Zeinab Harake recalls doing everything on her own when her son, Baby Moon, passed away during birth: "Nakunan ako, nagburol ako ng baby ko, nilibing yung baby ko, mag-isa lang lahat ako."
PHOTO/S: zeinab_harake on Instagram

Zeinab Harake recently recalled the toughest moment of her life in Toni Gonzaga's Toni Talks channel on YouTube.

It had something to do with her miscarriage.

In April 2022, Zeinab revealed on Twitter that her son Moon passed away.

The 23-year-old mother's tweet read (published as is): "My baby boy rest kana mahal na mahal ka namin ni ate bia mo bantayan at palakasin mo kami palagi di ka mawawala sa puso namin moon. be our forever angel mommy loves you so much."

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Read: Zeinab Harake suffers miscarriage; mourns passing of Baby Moon

During her interview with Toni, Zeinab looked back on the days that led to Moon's unfortunate passing.

It happened on the heels of her tumultuous breakup with partner Daryl Borja Ruiz or Skusta Clee of Ex-Batallion.

Zeinab said: "Nawala baby ko, yung pangalawa, si Moon... Ang sabi kasi ng doctor noon, hindi na kinaya ng katawan ko. Lumalaban yung bata, e. Four months, baby boy.

"Buhay siya nung lumabas, so sabi ng doctor lumalaban yung baby. Kaya lang yung anakan ko daw ba, bumuka na. Nakunan ako."

Tearfully, she said, "Nagburol ako ng baby ko, nilibing yung baby ko, mag-isa lang lahat ako."

Zeinab, who has a one-year-old daughter named Bia, felt herself fall apart afterwards.

"Nung nawala si Moon, sabi ko nung tapos na ang misa ni Moon, pag-iyak ko nang sobra—siguro mga one hour ako umiyak nang malakas na malakas. Sumisigaw.

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"Sabi ko, after noon, hindi na ako iiyak nang ganito. Kung iiyak ako, yung [tahimik] na lang 'tapos sandali na lang kasi may Bia. Kawawa talaga si Bia. Si Bia yung pinaka-naapektuhan alam ko, pero ako din, naaawa na ako sa sarili ko."

Becoming a mother

Zeinab felt her world change when she gave birth to Bia on April 28, 2021.

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She said, "Basta feeling ko, mula nung lumabas si Bia, ibang mundo na ginagalawan ko. Ibang-iba na.

"Kasi nung buntis ako, akala ko dalaga pa din ako, e. Nasa loob lang kasi siya ng tiyan ko, e. Pero nung nahawakan ko siya, sabi ko, 'Hindi, ito na ang buhay mo. Hindi na yung buhay mo dati yung buhay mo.'"

Read: Skusta Clee speaks up about realization after breakup with Zeinab Harake

Almost a year later, while dealing with her breakup, Zeinab gave herself time to face the pain quietly.

She was alone during her second pregnancy. She was alone when she lost her baby.

"Kung ano mga sh*t mo, itago mo na lang iyan sa camera kung saan ka. Kaya medyo nagle-lay low ako sa YouTube.

"'Tapos natakot ako kasi feeling ko hindi ko magagawa na wala si Moon, wala na kami nung tatay habang buntis ako...

"Two weeks lang, sabi ko, 'Sige, Zeb. Itong two weeks na ito, i-ano mo ito, iiyak mo ito, ibaliw-baliw mo lang ito sa kuwarto.

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"Magpagaling ka. Gawin mo lahat para maging okay ka, 'tapos ayos ka na kasi magbi-birthday yung anak mo. Kailangan ka nito."

Zebby (Zeinab's nickname) was fully aware that she needed to fix herself for the sake of her daughter.

She had to organize a party for Bia's first birthday and christening.

The celebrity mom continued, "Natatakot talaga ako noon na, kasi hindi natuloy yung binyag niya. Kasabay dapat iyon.

"Kumbaga may problem lang, nangyayari sa akin ba, personally na pati mental health ko, sobrang sunud-sunod na yung stress na hindi ko naman nilalabas sa tao kasi mas pinipili ko—ito na yung mga sign."

So during the princess-themed party, Zebby's tears were not just for the pain of losing but also for letting go.

She continued, "Kaya nung birthday ni Bia, ganoon yung emosyon ko kasi sobrang saya ko. Nagawa ko after two weeks.

"Kaya ganoon yung emosyon ko kasi ang saya-saya ko, nabigay ko sa kanya yung birthday niya. Ito yung nanay niya, e. Ako, gusto ko iyong pinaka-perfect para sa kanya. Hindi naman para sa akin, para sa kanya na lang magawa ko."

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Read: Celebrities spotted at first birthday of Zeinab Harake's daughter Bia

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Zeinab Harake recalls doing everything on her own when her son, Baby Moon, passed away during birth: "Nakunan ako, nagburol ako ng baby ko, nilibing yung baby ko, mag-isa lang lahat ako."
PHOTO/S: zeinab_harake on Instagram
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