Cristine Reyes admits she was not ready when she got pregnant

Inamin ni Cristine Reyes na hindi siya handa nang ipagbuntis ang kanyang panganay na anak, subalit nag-iba raw ang kanyang pananaw nang magsilang siya. Ang mixed-martial artist na si Ali Khatibi ang boyfriend at ama ng baby ni Cristine.


Isang madamdaming mensahe ang ipinost ni Cristine Reyes sa social media ngayong Miyerkules, April 15, para sa kanyang two-month-old daughter na si Amarah.

Kulang sa buwan o premature nang isilang ng aktres ang anak nila ng boyfriend niyang si Ali Khatibi, isang mixed-martial arts fighter, noong February 8.

Sa kanyang Instagram account, isang maiksing video ni Amarah ang ipinost ni Cristine.

Sa kalakip na caption nito, inamin ni Cristine na hindi siya handa nang magbuntis siya kay Amarah.

“I felt you my brave little one.

"You were a pea, then a large raspberry, then a length of a carrot.

"I followed advice. Read books. I quit caffeine.

"Could you tell I was scared? I talked to you. Sang to you... I wasn't ready."

Pero nagbago raw ang lahat nang isilang na niya ang anak.

“But then you were here. Light bronze hair, grayish eyes. Your little voice.

"Instantaneously captured my heart."

Inihayag din ng Kapamilya actress ang ligayang nadarama, sa kabila ng mga pagsubok, ngayong isa na siyang ganap na ina.

“I bathed you. Fed you. I realized that I would spend my life doing things to make you happy.

“And then there are times I want to give up. You've made me rethink my sanity.

“You've made me want to fall at my mother's feet and tell her that I get it.

“Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart.

“You smile and grabbed my hand with those 'lil fingers.

“I loved a little girl very much even more than I loved myself.

“We're growing together. We are seeing the world like it's new. We will walk hand in hand. Until you let go.

“I made you, but you made me a mother.

“May you always know, my little one, you were wished for. Longed for. Prayed for. And wanted.

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“You are the sparkle of my new life.”

I felt you my brave little one. You were a pea, then a large raspberry, then a length of a carrot. I followed advice. Read books. I quit caffeine. Could you tell I was scared? I talked to you. Sang to you.. I wasn't ready. But then you were here. Light bronze hair, grayish eyes. Your little voice. Instantaneously captured my heart. I bathed you. fed you. I realized that I would spend my life doing things to make you happy. And then there are times I want to give up. You've made me rethink my sanity. You've made me want to fall at my mother's feet and tell her that I get it. Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart. You smile and grabbed my hand with those 'lil fingers. I loved a little girl very much even more than I loved myself. We're growing together. We are seeing the world like it's new. We will walk hand in hand. Until you let go. I made you, but you made me a mother. May you always know my little one you were wished for. Longed for. Prayed for. And wanted. You are the sparkle of my new life. 👼 #mother #daughter #motherhood #aliaaarianeamarah #preemie #preemiemom #babyblues #newmom @alijoshua

A video posted by twitter: @_cristinereyes_ (@queencristinereyes) onApr 15, 2015 at 2:49am PDT


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