Isang makabagbag-damdaming kuwento ang ibinahagi ni Beauty Gonzalez sa kanyang Instagram kahapon, April 4, Easter Sunday.
Dito ay ibinahagi ng 29-year-old actress ang naramdaman niyang takot may dalawang linggo na ang nakararaan matapos magpositibo sa COVID-19 ang asawang si Norman Crisologo.
Hindi raw siya handa sa kinakaharap na problema noon.
Lahad ni Beauty, “An Easter Story.
“For the last couple of weeks my life has been put on hold, everything on my mind and in my heart suddenly changed.
“Norman tested positive for Covid and had to be rushed to Hospital.
“This world problem suddenly hit home hard and fast and i wasn’t prepared.”
Matapos daw nilang malamang positibo ang asawa sa virus, kaagad daw nila itong isinugod sa ospital.
Kahit daw siya ay tila nangangapa sa dilim habang nasa bahay kasama ang anak nilang si Olivia Crisologo.
“A day after symptoms showed, he was alone in a hospital ward halfway across town struggling for space and breath with dozens of other patients.
“I too was alone at home with Olivia totally in the dark as to what was happening at the hospital.
“It felt like my world was ending and i didn’t know how or why, all i could recall were the statistics and death tolls i’ve heard this entire year, how sometimes unbelievable they were and now how real they have suddenly become.”
Hindi rin daw niya alam ang gagawing hakbang dahil wala pang pulidong gamot sa COVID-19 ngayon.
“I didn’t know what to do.
“He couldn’t breath, pneumonia, anything and everything was a possibility with this unstudied desease.
“No cure, no sure treatment was the only sure thing.
“I was going out of my mind, trying to call anyone who could offer me hope, i was trying to be brave for Olivia who somehow must have felt that nothing was right.
“All i could do was wait.”
“I SPOKE TO GOD MANY TIMES”
Labis daw siyang apektado sa pangyayari dahil wala daw siyang magagawa kundi ang maghintay sa pagbabalik ni Norman mula sa pagkaratay sa ospital.
“The aloneness of this disease will kill the spirit even before it damages the body,
“The hardest thing for a wife to do is to just sit and wait for a sick husband to come home, not being able to be there and comfort him was against every grain in my body.
“But it was something everyone of us in this situation has had to do.”
Hindi rin ikinaila ni Beauty na labis siyang nagdasal para sa ikagagaling ng asawa.
“I spoke to God many times.
“I made promises to myself.
“I held my child often.
“I made sure that life from this day forward, no matter what happens will be filled with love and light, that all this sufferring would not be for nothing.
“But in the still of the night, i was just a girl crying alone in the middle of the night thinking things will never be the same again.”
Isang araw, nagbunga ang lahat ng kanyang dasal para sa asawa at pamilya.
NORMAN RECOVERS FROM COVID-19
Tuluyan nang gumaling si Norman mula sa COVID-19.
“He sounded tired and sad, almost defeated
“Except for a strange something in his voice, that same strange thing he does when he speaks to me and Olivia like little girls.
“Don’t worry baby,
“Everything’s gonna be alright.
“And it was.
“He came home.
“Nothing will ever be the same again.
“Family is EVERYTHING
“Thank you Everyone”
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